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Male Gods of My Pantheon

Posted in Buzz Worthy Posts with tags , , , , , on 01/25/2018 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Here are the Big Dogs in my life. The ones I see as father’s, brothers, and lovers. Those who have been with me as long as the Goddesses, and always are there for me. They just as harsh, but I find the Women  more brutal lol.








Inaukhem (personal)










Michael (a severe love and hate relationship)











The guys are pretty damn hefty compared to the women, but the women pack a serious punch lol. The males are more fatherly, even though Belial scared the shit out of me the first time I contacted him, Eury as well. I was like of fuck this shit, I am not dealing with them lol.


But a couple of years later, I manned up and went back to connecting and now I have a really good and close relationship with Belial. And yes you read, are reading it right; there are 4 Angels listed. I really don’t give a fuck where they come from, and yeah me and Michael but heads severely, bad enough for me to have an allergic reaction, but when you want things done, and need to get them done, it doesn’t matter who it is, for the most part that is. They are all the Divine, even though there are a few pantheons I will never fuck with, I do work with a lot of Deities from different sects.

The main Dark Gods I work with and have a good relationship with are Leviathan (my Patron), Thanatos, Belial, Bael, Beezlebub (my guardian), Apophis (another Guardian).

Every day my working and dedication to my deities become more expansive, and deep. I honor them the best way I can, and I make sure I give them daily offerings. As time goes on I know others will come and some will move away. But that is our working and it is never anything personal, how can it be. They are here to watch all their children succeed and bring that Godhood out of them, to connect to the spiritual divine we seem to lose every now and again.

I have an altar to them but I plan on making more altars, just to show my love and adoration for what they have shown me, and how they have helped me along in my life and practices. I do this for the Dark Goddesses, and for the Dark Gods as well.


Throat Spread Day 15

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , , , on 06/15/2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Ha! My ass on time for once, let us see how long that will last. My chakra spreads are very interesting, and on point as usual. Talk about having a deck being in tune to you.

1 water, 1 earth, 1 fire and 1 trump, pretty balanced.

With how I am now, am I able to be honest with friends, partner and assoc, etc?

What does my inner self have to say?

What could be blocking my communication?

When my heart is balanced, how will it effect my throat?



Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , on 07/24/2016 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

It has been about 2 years I think, since I taught occult classes. And that seems like it was only a few months ago. Time really flies. But I am back at it on my sisters site Legion for Satan teaching a few classes.

They won’t go live until Samhain this year, which gives me a few more months to get things rolling and find chat options. I am looking forward to be back in this mode though. Even during my time teaching classes, I will be in my own classes, learning more and expanding my own personal path.

I always have been a person who was taught that education is the one thing people can never take from you. It doesn’t matter if it is in academia or spirituality, always expand your world. Read. Read. Read . And read. Let your mind soar, let your imagination come to life and take you new places.

Hell get a coloring book and enjoy that. It is the simple things in life that brings the most joy, and mine is sharing what I know to others and learning from them as well. Learning is a two way street, and I am always a student.

My Special Collection

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 04/12/2016 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL


I have around a few hundred books on my Kindle, around a hundred currently on my kitchen table, and yet I just placed an order for about another 20 to finish of collections. Between my Kindle, laptop, and my bookshelf I have around 4700 books. And counting.

So here are my favorite and prized books. I was sorting through everything and figured I should share some of these. You may find something that you want to add to your collection. I believed I wrote about a few of these books and they will linked below.


The Grimoire of Tiamat by Asenath Mason is one of my favorite Grimoires. My favorite thing about this book are the Children of Tiamat. They are not to be played with. Rituals are intense. The sigils and pictures in this book are breathtakingly transportable. I love when I touch a symbol, painting, or sigil; I can be have a quick astral trip to wherever it wants to take me to show me things. An amazing book. Here is the link to the review Grimoire of Tiamat.


The Book of Azazel by E. A. Koetting is very interesting. I;m not a fan of his, but this book seemed like something I need to have. The book in the beginning has this Catholic vibe to it which I was like hell no. But the section with the Legion was worth getting the book, I think. I don’t agree with the occult’s person taste for sex, money and power. I’m not going for that bullshit, nor will I trap anything in a vessel. The Legion I can work with for realistic goods of higher attunement, not these basic cares. Still, even now, I’m glad I did purchase. Here is the original review The Book of Azazel.


The Keys of Ocat by S. Connolly is a really good working Grimoire. I have two books, the left one in regular binding and the one on the right bound in leather. The one on the left has the most notes and highlighting in it, while the right is preserved. Basically if Gate Opening is your thing then this book (if it is still available) you should have. I like the rituals, the preparations and how you have all the orations to add to your own gate workings. The review is here Keys of Ocat.


The Infernal Colopatiron by S. Connolly is another gate working and manifestation of the god self. I have pages marked, tons of loose papers from notes in it, and its highlighted to hell. A really good working for me.


The Sabbattica compiled by Edgar Kerval is a book that has many authors contributing some of their occult knowledge. I was so excited wen this book came out. I mean I was stalking Nephilim Press website and waiting for the email saying it was now available. Three years later and I am still pissed about the last chapter. Here is the link Sabbattica.


The Book of Abraxas by Michael Cecchetelli is one of my more interesting books. This book is full of rites, Christianize rights, Paganize actually considering the polytheism in Rome at the time. You have the rites for Angels, Yeshua, and honestly with some tweaking they can be used quite effectively. Looking through I have some lines crossed out, notes written with the changes I made. Just refreshing.


The Book of Smokeless Fire by S. Ben Qayin is the shit. You will hurt yourself, and fuck some shit up with this book if you do not take precaution. The reason why it is in my prized collections is because of that fact. The meditations, the trances, just fucking amazing. Here is the link Book of Smokeless Fire.


The Ast Ma Ion by Edgar Kerval is a visual masterpiece. With this Grimoire came colorful cards to match each chapter. These cards held so much for me to meditate with. Just the best addition to a grimoire. Here is the link Ast Ma Ion.


Noax by Edgar Kerval is still untouched. I read the first 12 pages and then life happened. It’s in my collection because 1)  I plan on finishing it before the summer, and 2) it is from Edgar. His works are amazing, and this book from what I have read so far, is going to be another best from him.

The books with no links will have reviews written up about them before the summer is in full swing hopefully. I have a long list of reviews to get through, finish writing and to start, so bear with me. But I do hope you enjoyed this little list and the other reviews. Most of the books came from Nephilim Press. Enjoy!





Wortcunning for Daemonolatry by S. Connolly

Posted in Occult, Reviews with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 03/23/2016 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

20160323_090622It has taken me forever to get this review up but it is finally up so here we go…

This book is for those who have a love of gardening and a flair for alchemy. If you don’t like either, then leave this book to those who do.

So we have moved past the introduction and into the first chapter which is Working with Plants. It gives you the basic guidelines in how not to harm the plants when picking them, dealing with poisonous plants and the normal warnings. Now for me personally, I am allergic to 23 varieties of grass, 20 types of trees and life itself (recently), so yeah I have to severely modify what I can do and live through my mother who I am giving this book to when she starts her garden in a couple weeks.

Next is the Herbalist’s Tool & Pantry, it gives you a rundown of items that you need to purchase and store separate from your regular kitchen tools. The preparation for harvesting the plants are written in great detail and laid out easily in front of you.

Making Oils/Oleums Philtres, and the Teas, Elixirs, and Tinctures chapters are basically your meat and potatoes, in understanding how to make what you need without burning yourself or screwing up or even killing yourself. It states throughout the book not to drink poisonous mixes, so if you do and die, well you were warned dumb ass. Now my favorite method in this section is the salves and sprays, as this will be how I will do a lot of my mixes. Having that quick Daemonic spray for workings will be very handy in the upcoming months.

In Preparing Herbal Mixtures for Incense chapter, you can get down and dirty by hand-making your incense. I am lazy so I will be buying mine. Though I will charge them like I normally do.

In the Other Preparations chapter, you have the uses for bath salts, soaps and candle uses. This will be a good one to keep in the self. Having bath salts is perfect for when you want to purify before a ritual.

Plant Reference section, is pretty explanatory. It gives a very generous list (14 pp.) of magickal plants and what they can be used for. The same for the Bases section and Miscellany Magickal Recipes and Random Daemons.

The next three chapters are my favorite: Cursing Recipes, Death Daemonic Recipes and Divination Recipes. Ahhh, the love I have for these three keeps me warm at night.

The next few chapters Magickal Inks, Dukante Hierarchy Recipes, Goetic Hierarchy Recipes, and Grimoirium Verum Recipes gives you more than enough hands on experience to keep you busy for a few months trying them out.

Rituals sections are always a win/win in my book with, any Occult read I pick up. There are nine healthy rituals, love the number, that will keep you busy and build your energy up when working with charging your mixtures.

The second to last section, The Magickal Gardener, I skimmed through. I kill plants you heard me, not on purpose, but because I am so absolutely horrible in Gardening that Satan and Eury told me to take a seat. No lie, I suck ass at gardening, but my mother has a green thumb and can grow anything. This has all types of tips and hints in growing your garden so it is good to take heed and take notes.

Last section is a list of resources to grow your magickal library so you can have a basement like mines; that literally has books on tables, shelves, chairs, the washer and dryer and every square inch of floor. Actually if I could float, I would be able to go into my basement. Seriously, a lot of books.

This book is a wealth of information, filled with recipes, rituals, formulas, and tried and true favorites that I love. So get online, order a few few friends and enjoy your summer trying out some of the philtres and tinctures. Try not to cut a finger, blow up your alchemy set up, or poison you neighbor (well unless, you know). Enjoy the read and have fun. I know I am.

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