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Throat Spread Day 15

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , , , on June 15, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Ha! My ass on time for once, let us see how long that will last. My chakra spreads are very interesting, and on point as usual. Talk about having a deck being in tune to you.

1 water, 1 earth, 1 fire and 1 trump, pretty balanced.

With how I am now, am I able to be honest with friends, partner and assoc, etc?

What does my inner self have to say?

What could be blocking my communication?

When my heart is balanced, how will it effect my throat?



Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , on July 24, 2016 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

It has been about 2 years I think, since I taught occult classes. And that seems like it was only a few months ago. Time really flies. But I am back at it on my sisters site Legion for Satan teaching a few classes.

They won’t go live until Samhain this year, which gives me a few more months to get things rolling and find chat options. I am looking forward to be back in this mode though. Even during my time teaching classes, I will be in my own classes, learning more and expanding my own personal path.

I always have been a person who was taught that education is the one thing people can never take from you. It doesn’t matter if it is in academia or spirituality, always expand your world. Read. Read. Read . And read. Let your mind soar, let your imagination come to life and take you new places.

Hell get a coloring book and enjoy that. It is the simple things in life that brings the most joy, and mine is sharing what I know to others and learning from them as well. Learning is a two way street, and I am always a student.

My Special Collection

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on April 12, 2016 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL


I have around a few hundred books on my Kindle, around a hundred currently on my kitchen table, and yet I just placed an order for about another 20 to finish of collections. Between my Kindle, laptop, and my bookshelf I have around 4700 books. And counting.

So here are my favorite and prized books. I was sorting through everything and figured I should share some of these. You may find something that you want to add to your collection. I believed I wrote about a few of these books and they will linked below.


The Grimoire of Tiamat by Asenath Mason is one of my favorite Grimoires. My favorite thing about this book are the Children of Tiamat. They are not to be played with. Rituals are intense. The sigils and pictures in this book are breathtakingly transportable. I love when I touch a symbol, painting, or sigil; I can be have a quick astral trip to wherever it wants to take me to show me things. An amazing book. Here is the link to the review Grimoire of Tiamat.


The Book of Azazel by E. A. Koetting is very interesting. I;m not a fan of his, but this book seemed like something I need to have. The book in the beginning has this Catholic vibe to it which I was like hell no. But the section with the Legion was worth getting the book, I think. I don’t agree with the occult’s person taste for sex, money and power. I’m not going for that bullshit, nor will I trap anything in a vessel. The Legion I can work with for realistic goods of higher attunement, not these basic cares. Still, even now, I’m glad I did purchase. Here is the original review The Book of Azazel.


The Keys of Ocat by S. Connolly is a really good working Grimoire. I have two books, the left one in regular binding and the one on the right bound in leather. The one on the left has the most notes and highlighting in it, while the right is preserved. Basically if Gate Opening is your thing then this book (if it is still available) you should have. I like the rituals, the preparations and how you have all the orations to add to your own gate workings. The review is here Keys of Ocat.


The Infernal Colopatiron by S. Connolly is another gate working and manifestation of the god self. I have pages marked, tons of loose papers from notes in it, and its highlighted to hell. A really good working for me.


The Sabbattica compiled by Edgar Kerval is a book that has many authors contributing some of their occult knowledge. I was so excited wen this book came out. I mean I was stalking Nephilim Press website and waiting for the email saying it was now available. Three years later and I am still pissed about the last chapter. Here is the link Sabbattica.


The Book of Abraxas by Michael Cecchetelli is one of my more interesting books. This book is full of rites, Christianize rights, Paganize actually considering the polytheism in Rome at the time. You have the rites for Angels, Yeshua, and honestly with some tweaking they can be used quite effectively. Looking through I have some lines crossed out, notes written with the changes I made. Just refreshing.


The Book of Smokeless Fire by S. Ben Qayin is the shit. You will hurt yourself, and fuck some shit up with this book if you do not take precaution. The reason why it is in my prized collections is because of that fact. The meditations, the trances, just fucking amazing. Here is the link Book of Smokeless Fire.


The Ast Ma Ion by Edgar Kerval is a visual masterpiece. With this Grimoire came colorful cards to match each chapter. These cards held so much for me to meditate with. Just the best addition to a grimoire. Here is the link Ast Ma Ion.


Noax by Edgar Kerval is still untouched. I read the first 12 pages and then life happened. It’s in my collection because 1)  I plan on finishing it before the summer, and 2) it is from Edgar. His works are amazing, and this book from what I have read so far, is going to be another best from him.

The books with no links will have reviews written up about them before the summer is in full swing hopefully. I have a long list of reviews to get through, finish writing and to start, so bear with me. But I do hope you enjoyed this little list and the other reviews. Most of the books came from Nephilim Press. Enjoy!





Wortcunning for Daemonolatry by S. Connolly

Posted in Occult, Reviews with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on March 23, 2016 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

20160323_090622It has taken me forever to get this review up but it is finally up so here we go…

This book is for those who have a love of gardening and a flair for alchemy. If you don’t like either, then leave this book to those who do.

So we have moved past the introduction and into the first chapter which is Working with Plants. It gives you the basic guidelines in how not to harm the plants when picking them, dealing with poisonous plants and the normal warnings. Now for me personally, I am allergic to 23 varieties of grass, 20 types of trees and life itself (recently), so yeah I have to severely modify what I can do and live through my mother who I am giving this book to when she starts her garden in a couple weeks.

Next is the Herbalist’s Tool & Pantry, it gives you a rundown of items that you need to purchase and store separate from your regular kitchen tools. The preparation for harvesting the plants are written in great detail and laid out easily in front of you.

Making Oils/Oleums Philtres, and the Teas, Elixirs, and Tinctures chapters are basically your meat and potatoes, in understanding how to make what you need without burning yourself or screwing up or even killing yourself. It states throughout the book not to drink poisonous mixes, so if you do and die, well you were warned dumb ass. Now my favorite method in this section is the salves and sprays, as this will be how I will do a lot of my mixes. Having that quick Daemonic spray for workings will be very handy in the upcoming months.

In Preparing Herbal Mixtures for Incense chapter, you can get down and dirty by hand-making your incense. I am lazy so I will be buying mine. Though I will charge them like I normally do.

In the Other Preparations chapter, you have the uses for bath salts, soaps and candle uses. This will be a good one to keep in the self. Having bath salts is perfect for when you want to purify before a ritual.

Plant Reference section, is pretty explanatory. It gives a very generous list (14 pp.) of magickal plants and what they can be used for. The same for the Bases section and Miscellany Magickal Recipes and Random Daemons.

The next three chapters are my favorite: Cursing Recipes, Death Daemonic Recipes and Divination Recipes. Ahhh, the love I have for these three keeps me warm at night.

The next few chapters Magickal Inks, Dukante Hierarchy Recipes, Goetic Hierarchy Recipes, and Grimoirium Verum Recipes gives you more than enough hands on experience to keep you busy for a few months trying them out.

Rituals sections are always a win/win in my book with, any Occult read I pick up. There are nine healthy rituals, love the number, that will keep you busy and build your energy up when working with charging your mixtures.

The second to last section, The Magickal Gardener, I skimmed through. I kill plants you heard me, not on purpose, but because I am so absolutely horrible in Gardening that Satan and Eury told me to take a seat. No lie, I suck ass at gardening, but my mother has a green thumb and can grow anything. This has all types of tips and hints in growing your garden so it is good to take heed and take notes.

Last section is a list of resources to grow your magickal library so you can have a basement like mines; that literally has books on tables, shelves, chairs, the washer and dryer and every square inch of floor. Actually if I could float, I would be able to go into my basement. Seriously, a lot of books.

This book is a wealth of information, filled with recipes, rituals, formulas, and tried and true favorites that I love. So get online, order a few few friends and enjoy your summer trying out some of the philtres and tinctures. Try not to cut a finger, blow up your alchemy set up, or poison you neighbor (well unless, you know). Enjoy the read and have fun. I know I am.

30 Days of Spirit Work prepared by S. Connolly

Posted in Reviews with tags , , , , , , , on February 24, 2016 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I decided to order this little workbook because I need to focus and really get some one on one time with my deities, who I have been neglecting. I haven’t been able to sit down and properly pray, or meditate in close to 2 years now. What I do, I can’t really count that as something that has been helping me. I feel lost and I need to get the power back up and running. It is there, I just feel a disconnect.

So let’s get to reviewing this bad boy shall we.

This Magician’s Journal is 53 pages, its nice and thin, tall and wide. Gives you enough space so you can write in it without having to take up so much space. The book starts off with you labeling it, asking for your name, when you started it, and when you ended it,and a personal note section. It’s like other journals you may have encountered. I like this personal notes section because I can write down what I hope to achieve with this 30 day working in the beginning and then add what I learned afterward. The next three pages are the preparation write ups (one for the self, two for the prep) to further get that mindset ready for what you are about to embark on. Then a page for conjuration notes and a page for notes. Now we are getting into the working itself. So you have quiet a few pages to prep yourself before you are ready to begin a 30 day working. I would really take my time and utilize the pages that are given so you can attempt to plan out what your intended goal is to be. We all know that the Divine have their own agenda for us, so this can still be what our intent is actually going to be, or what we think it will be.

The Spirit section starts off with the a page for the spirit you are choosing to work with. There are places to draw the sigils, and if you have her Goetia workbook then you already know what it looks like. If not, there are places for the attributes of the spirit, their places, planteray options, herbs, keywords, a few note sections and a larger box so you can draw and map out your ritual. It is a useful four pages that will have you working in depth with your spirit. Again, here is where you will get to do some very good research on your chosen spirit. If you haven’t worked with your spirit in a while this is a great way to become reacquainted, and if this is your first time, this will help prep you for the working and give you a better understand of who you will be working with.

The Work begins by given you an idea for the layout in how to make the most of this journal and your time. On Day 1 you will focus on Sigil Meditation and it gives you some direction on how to go about this day. You also have a nice size area to write the findings of your meditation. Day 2 is the Offering Ritual and with some guidance and a large writing area you will make all your notes about the ritual that day. Day 3 is for the Tools/Seals and Patens and includes an area for drawing. Day 4 is where you will write about notes about any recipes you will be using. Day 5 is where the divination comes into play. Day 6 is ritual oil preparation and notes. Day 7 is the reflection on your first week. You will make modifications and then go one to the rest of the working the way you need to proceed. Days 8-30 are for you to do as you please with your personal working. The next few pages gives you more suggestions, tips and more areas to write in.

I like how this workbook is set up. I like to be a little more organized when it comes to my workings, and I have tons of notebooks and binders all over my basement. But this will be easier for me to catalog and to have for each being that I decide to work with. I can always look back on the workings from that particular spirit and then do it all over again and add more notes. Something that I tend to do a lot anyway. If you are super organized I suggest you get you a few. I did and I can see me ordering a lot more in the close future.

Good luck with your workings, and may they clear your mind and set you free.

3 Paths?

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , on September 1, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I have got to be the weirdest person I know. Well, I do hang around weird people lol, but I’m the tops.

I have way to much time on my hand and my mind wants of and I’m like, watch her come back with some shit lol. So here is what I was thinking. Real simple nothing in-depth.

The path of Enlightenment.
The path of Blindness.
The path of Seeing.

The path of Enlightening. Is the path of darkness. Your eyes adjust to see what’s around you and in front of you. You learn, you act, you observe and a path opens up. You can see the physical and you can see the spiritual, you can see the cover, you can see what lies beneath. But you are left to make the decision based on your own perception, not another’s. Your able to reach out, touch, interact with it and decide for yourself what to make of it. This path has no lies, yet it contains lies. It has truths, but contain no truths. And the best part is, only you can decide so that means you have to trust yourself, believe in yourself.

The path of Blindness. Is the path of light. Pure light. It enables you to rely on others to tell you that what you see is in line with the rest. Your eyes are corrupt because of the beam of light that is in front you. You walk towards the light, with your hand up so you can possibly see. But when you look away what do you find. Spots of blackness, purple, blues and greens. Well what are those? You don’t know so you ask another and they tell you what to see, and that know becomes your reality. Without the light you are afraid to rely on your own sight, your own vision, your own mind. This path is full of lies, little truths but people tell you what to believe. You cannot rely on yourself, for if you do you are ridicule.

The path of Seeing. Is the path of duality. This path not to many travel. Those who travel the path of Enlightenment can easily follow this path due to their duality. Their ability to balance both light and dark. The path of Seeing is being able to walk along the path of light and not be blinded. But to see what the light has hidden. On this path you can decide for yourself how to take the less and search for the truth. On this path you can watch the Pure Light destroy the truth, and slip in and take that knowledge before it is to late. You are also capable of walking along side the dark. To practice the ability to trust yourself. Enlightenment walkers can take this path as well. For they have mastered the difference of false truths and wondrous lies. When the Enlightenment Walkers try to step in the path of light, they cause discord. The effectively block the transmission causing Pure Walkers to scream and run for cover. Enlightenment can destroy the Pure because they can see through the core. They reach for those on the light path only to be rejected, because in their mind, anything that is dark and with color is the lie. So Enlightenment walks off, feeling sad for those who choose to be ignorant and afraid of their own mind. They join the Seeing and both continue on their journeys.

This is what runs through my mind when I interact with people and Pure Light comes out. It makes my head hurt.

But beware their are those who walk each path in total cowardice. Some Seeing are Pure in disguise trying to ruin the Enlightenment. And some Enlightenment are trying to ruin Seeing and other Enlightenment. Some Pure are those who have to hide their Seeing and Enlightenment.  Why because those cowards who try to ruin, are on a different path. Egoism. The path that always lead to total destruction of oneself. Those who have to hide are the ones who need are greatest help.

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Lunar Eclipse 12-20-2010

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , on August 5, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

As I start my transformation tonight
I welcome all energies from Mercury and Pluto
From Mercury I draw your previous mantle of iron
To flood my veins on a daily basis
From Pluto I awaken my regenerative and occult powers
Tonight the venom of the Scorpio will be unleashed
Tonight the ice that runs through my veins
While be more prevalent
I am the Scorpio
Tail loaded with poison
I am an Angelic Daemon
Only one of a few in Aeons
Tonight is the beginning
A never ending cycle
I will collect and reawaken
Until I am complete
Tonight is the night
I am burn into Pluto
The planet of my birth
Let the Scorpio rise and take her place

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