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Teaching Classes

Posted in Important Posts with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 02/01/2018 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I will be doing more classes this year. I am staying away from the intro classes, mainly because there are thousands of newbie websites from Wiccans, and thousands of groups teaching the basics that I  just will not teach. I focus more on the higher level classes, in which you work with blood, you work with your bodily fluids, and you can travel pretty damn well without having to be monitored. Why? Because I do not want to be responsible for people fucking up and being scared, and that in the past, has drained the shit out of me, and I will not do it again.

I have classes lined up for my groups and Orgs, and face it, writing up lesson plans are hard as shit. They require a lot of time, and I am tired of people pissing off my hard work because they just don’t give a fuck, or they feel the efforts are not there’s and they drop off. I don’t care if I have one student in a class, which I have had before, but this shit is stopping.

My time has become shorter and free time is not as available as I would like it to be. So my way of teaching, and how I teach, and the fee will now be imposed. I don’t have time for people to play me and deal with their shit. It is a drain on me honestly.

I do look forward to working with my new student and teaching again, as the material is revamped and it is a bitch to do lol. Mainly because as a teacher I am a hard ass.

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#domagick Day 26

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , on 12/26/2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

The Brain, the Heart, the Body. 

This meditation was extremely personal.  So the following happened. 

Felt an abundance of pure love and support. 

Cried a lot. Good tears.

No card was drawn. 

#domagick Day 6

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , , , , , , on 12/06/2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Today was the beginning of my work with The Council. I connected to my House, and at a large wood table in front of me where the 3 heads of the House. Behind me, also sitting at wood tables where the council. They were divided into 2, 4 on each side.

The amount of approval and love that I was feeling from them was very overwhelming. I have came a long way, I have struggled, I have fucked up, and I have crashed and burn. But I always got back up and got better. I am at that point now. I am more full of love and confidence, and respect than I ever have been. But don’t get it twisted, this sweetheart will still fuck you up. I have a mean excretion arm. I’m still a Dark Magician. Who says a Daemonalter/Satanist,  Blood Chaos,  Necromancer can’t be bathed in pink and enjoy cartoons all day lol.

The Council gives me the most in depth working ever. After all I start with the 8 of them, and they are some heavy hitters.

I’ve become whole, I’ve been able to let my guard down and a facade that has protected me due to my own lack of confidence.  Not anymore. I have all the cconfidence right now, and I am building up more and more through my own faith in myself, my workings and my relationships. There is nothing like having a partner that supports you, grows with you, helps you, you learn from them and vice versa, and is honest with you. You can’t find that nowadays and it’s a blessing to find one that is on the same path as me. That has ideas bigger than mine. After all he created the House and every working I’m doing for these 30 days. The couple that works together, stays together lol.

My card draw for today.

I am not even going to describe it or give my interpretation.  It speaks for itself.

#domagic Day 4

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , on 12/04/2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Today was spent with Beezlebuth/Beezlebub. I woke up a few minute earlier than normal and did my ritual. It was really amazing. My time with him focused on self love and realization,  tantric workings and sensations.

I also drew cards which were very interesting.

The Why card is upside down and it represents protection.  Meaning sit down and contemplate Why I am doing these things. What are my goals and why am I really doing it  that extra knowledge will guide me further.

Co-create let’s me know I am not alone and working with others have only improved my workings.

Imagine has it where what I see, what I want, I create. And my creativeness has been very, very prosperous.

May’s Workings

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , , , on 04/30/2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

So I broke down my 245 day working into months. It works easier as school is taking up so much of my time that I know I will be switching up and changing things. Seeing what fits and seeing what doesn’t. So here is a tentative breakdown:

Sundays: Daemonaltry/Goetia

Mondays: CC

Tuesdays: Draconian/Serpentine

Wednesdays: Elemental/Divination/Chakra Workings

Thursdays: Psychic Workings

Fridays: Ifa/Vodoun/ATR

Saturdays: Free day

Pretty hectic, but hey I know what I am doing for those days so it isn’t as much as you may think. I still do my daily prayers and visualizations. I have a Coven ritual to do, actually 2 of them. There is a full and new moon ritual, and 4 rituals to my Matron, Patron, the All, and my Guardians. I have roughly 15 days of meditations to do. That’s about it lol.

30 days. Lets see how this goes.

 

 

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