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DoMagic Challenge August Mantras

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , on 08/28/2019 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I have been doing mantras for the past 27 days. Some days I forgot some days I don’t record, some days I only write. Well every night I write.

This is one of the challenges from the DoMagic series I have been doing for the past year, and a few years before that. This one is not based on any spiritual ritual, no witchcraft, no magick , no nothing. I am just using phrases to have mantras for the day that will keep me moving while I am recovering from knee surgery. And I can say it is doing pretty well. If I forget a day, I go back and think about how that day related to the phrase, and it always has a connection.

Even past August I am just going to do it from now on. I was going to do it daily but I think weekly in all my journals will give me a lot of prompts and things to remember throughout my days.

You can check my YT channel @Keona Esh and you can see what I have been yapping about.

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Knowing Self

Posted in Important Posts with tags , , on 05/19/2019 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I have thought about what I plan on doing with these two sites. My occult blog and my beauty blog. I have a lot of writings, and I may keep this as an archive or I may just boost it up. I am not sure. But I know I want to do something.

I have been busy with life, work and just getting to really know myself. I know what I like, I know how I feel, but I am always unable to express it in ways that should be shown. Definitely need to work on that, but where do I go from here?

I start by being who I am, which just took so fucking long to figure out. Once I was able to cut some toxic ties, and really express myself to people who mattered to me, it has become easier.

Hell, I still don’t even know the ins and outs of WP so I can’t say that I am going to abandon it, not just yet. I do want to utilize this platform. I may just make it mine and let myself unleash into it and really get deeper into all my workings. Still wondering if I need a separate blog for beauty, but maybe I do.

Who know? I sure as hell don’t.

Teaching Classes

Posted in Important Posts with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on 02/01/2018 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I will be doing more classes this year. I am staying away from the intro classes, mainly because there are thousands of newbie websites from Wiccans, and thousands of groups teaching the basics that I  just will not teach. I focus more on the higher level classes, in which you work with blood, you work with your bodily fluids, and you can travel pretty damn well without having to be monitored. Why? Because I do not want to be responsible for people fucking up and being scared, and that in the past, has drained the shit out of me, and I will not do it again.

I have classes lined up for my groups and Orgs, and face it, writing up lesson plans are hard as shit. They require a lot of time, and I am tired of people pissing off my hard work because they just don’t give a fuck, or they feel the efforts are not there’s and they drop off. I don’t care if I have one student in a class, which I have had before, but this shit is stopping.

My time has become shorter and free time is not as available as I would like it to be. So my way of teaching, and how I teach, and the fee will now be imposed. I don’t have time for people to play me and deal with their shit. It is a drain on me honestly.

I do look forward to working with my new student and teaching again, as the material is revamped and it is a bitch to do lol. Mainly because as a teacher I am a hard ass.

#domagic Day 20

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , on 12/20/2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Not that many more days to go and I am loving all the messages and the feelings and vibes I have been receiving. I have new meditations and techniques, new paths and workings to explore and pick back on, so this has been a wonderful; if not emotional ass challenge so far.

My meditation was with the Hogyoku. The black sphere that is one of many foundations of the House of Baal.  Chanting Nuk the Philosopher’s Stone I just let it take me away. During the meditation, i felt the sphere come undo, unlock like the cube from Hellraiser. I know right, pretty dope. But this sphere held fluid that was alive. It was connected to me, and it rolled up my arm and formed a second skin. Warming my arms, having me feeling mesmerized by the feel and the look of it. The sphere was constantly turning and moving, yet it stayed still the whole time. It was amazing to look at and to feel the energy and power pouring out of it.

The card I drew was To the Sea, reminding me that I can always just rides the waves when the road is blocked and find another way around.

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28 Day Working, Day 2

Posted in Rituals and Workings with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , on 03/28/2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

20170328_002928Today was the New Moon, and I did take full advantage of it. I did a mind, spirit and body healing. It was an hour long,  and it had some interesting results, but it was much needed. My candle is still burning so I will let it continue through out the night. Well not really, I will snuff it out and then let it burn tomorrow. My smoke detector is sensitive as hell, and last thing I need is startling the house and the animals…again.

I was finally productive and was able to put all my pdfs in folders, I have no clue what possessed me to take them all to begin with, but I still have to go through each folder and make sure that there are no duplicates, and that each book is where it should be. That is always fun lol.

For my Goetia working I reached out to Vine, lit a candle to him and just relaxed and meditated. I had a good time connecting and was able to send my request. So his candle burned out from early this afternoon.

I am starting my Yoga again. Man when we fall off we fall bad lol, but hey, just got to get back and go again.

Right now, I am only reading the introduction and philosophy of Yoga & Pilates book. Just enough so I can get familiar with the it. I really don’t want to overload myself, and for those who know me, you know I can have easily up to 10 things going at once, on top of school. So this is very light for me, and it is rewarding because I can chill, focus on a few things here and there and still get down what I want.

Day 2 down, now on to the next.

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