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Another #domagick Challenge, Why Yes, Yes I will

Posted in Buzz Worthy Posts with tags , , , , on January 22, 2018 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

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In December I did the Meditative Acts challenge in which I worked with the Deities from the House of Baal. It opened up a lot of workings that I need to get started on and complete. I have this entire year planned out with open months for more workings that may catch my eye, (like these), and other workings that Authors have coming up. I am always down to increase my spiritual productivity.

So in February we are starting Different Forms of Meditation. Here I will be using Yoga in conjunction with Chakra working for mindful exercises that will help me have a better hold onto my physical body, my spiritual body and my mind. Focusing on yoga positions that correlate to the expansion and unfolding of my chakras, having them so I can breathe better, be fully within the moment.

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I have wanted to do more with my chakras and to also start doing Yoga. So what better way to incorporate these two then with this new challenge. So I have my Yoga Anatomy book that I am choosing which poses to do for the next 28 days, and my Eastern Body Western Mind: Psychology and the Chakra System as a Path to the Self by Anodea Judith. I absolutely love this book! These 2 books are the main ones, in addition to my own personal research, that I will be using for next months challenge.

Stay tuned.

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Yoga Anatomy by Leslie Kaminoff and Amy Matthews

Posted in Reviews with tags , , , , , , , , , on January 11, 2018 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I remember I picked this boo up last year, like in September of so and after reading a few pages I sat it back down. I didn’t want to read another A&P book. And my first thought was this is another damn textbook and I am burnt out from school. But I decided to give it another go after asking my boyfriend which yoga book I should read. He choose this one and I figured, hey, why not give it a shot again. I am glad I did.

I only have a year of A&P under my belt and I did find it a little distracting trying to remember all the medical names of the bones and muscles and tendons in the body, and not to mention the terminology for yoga that I am not really familiar with. But that didn’t deter me, I kept on moving forward, flipping back if I needed to see what a word meant.

What I like about this book is that it goes through a pretty in-depth explanation of all the muscles and how they relate to a particular asana. What this book contains is 276 pages, 11 chapters of anatomy and how it relates to the individuals body and the basic principles behind them. Within the 11 chapters 6 of them are divided by asanas (standing, sitting, kneeling, supine, prone and arm support) which makes it easy for me, personally, to figure out which asanas I want to start with and how to divide them up and combine them on certain days of practice.

With the breakdown of how the muscles act with the body I can understand the positions better, being that I am in the medical field and I always want to have good blood flow to the tissues and the rest of my body this was actual a perfect read for me to start my year off with. I will and can be more mindful of how I stretch and what positions I put my body into. Be more cautious of pulling or pushing myself, and understanding it isn’t about touching my forehead to the floor, but more about giving my spine the stretch that it needs. I can also focus more on my breathing when it comes to certain positions and how to really breathe correctly.

I took quite a few notes from this book, and with a couple weeks practice, I will have a very easy , and body friendly yoga practice that I can commit to and not overdo. I have a tendency to overdo things. A lot lol.  I have always wanted to do yoga and this book was the perfect stepping stone for me to start my practice.

I totally recommend this book if you want to understand how the muscles in your body and bones and breathing work with one another in your different asanas.

5 out of 5

#domagic Day 20

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , on December 20, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Not that many more days to go and I am loving all the messages and the feelings and vibes I have been receiving. I have new meditations and techniques, new paths and workings to explore and pick back on, so this has been a wonderful; if not emotional ass challenge so far.

My meditation was with the Hogyoku. The black sphere that is one of many foundations of the House of Baal.  Chanting Nuk the Philosopher’s Stone I just let it take me away. During the meditation, i felt the sphere come undo, unlock like the cube from Hellraiser. I know right, pretty dope. But this sphere held fluid that was alive. It was connected to me, and it rolled up my arm and formed a second skin. Warming my arms, having me feeling mesmerized by the feel and the look of it. The sphere was constantly turning and moving, yet it stayed still the whole time. It was amazing to look at and to feel the energy and power pouring out of it.

The card I drew was To the Sea, reminding me that I can always just rides the waves when the road is blocked and find another way around.

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Tarot Challenge Day 6

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , , , on October 6, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

What I need to let go of?
Prudence, 8 of disks. This has to be how I am in the lab and in situations where I have no control and just have to do what I consider subpar work. Though I’m told all the times it isn’t I do act this way and it is a flat of mine. But I strive for perfection so I have to try to do what needs to be done the way others want it and save the perfectionist for my own personal research and development .

Why did need to let it go?

Prince of Wands. My hit temper and determination to get things done in the way I see is off putting. I will have others feel like I know more than them when I dobt, I just have a mind for organization and productivity that automatically starts calculations and moving things around . I see the possibilities and I just go in an excuse them. Again it will be difficult to dial it down, but it will be held onto unless I am expressed asked, or when I have my own lab and area, and my own production .

How long did I hang on to this?

13, The Devil. For freaking ever lmao! It’s in my DNA and I will let go of the rigns, but the devil in me continues to play the advocate when people need to step their shit up.

3rd eye Spread Day 16

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , , on June 16, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Man I am halfway through with this challenge. It has actually been amazing. i have been pulling some of the same cards, and then when I pull a new card, it always pack a whammy. Talk about putting me on my ass. My chakras are actually still holing up, even though I still have some work to do, but hey that is to be expected so I am totally fine with that.

1 water, 2 earth, 1 fire, and 1 trump. Seems to be expected so I am pleased with this elemental makeup, like I have been with all the others. I tell you, going back and putting these all into play is going to be a bitch. I have my 6 month Tarot spread written down on my calendars for their perspective months so that should be interesting. That means once I am finished this challenge this deck will not be put back together until next year. Don’t worry, I have 2 more to break in lol

Current state, what is blocking, messages form my dreams and intuition have for me, skills that need to be harnessed and worked on, outcome of chakra after connecting to wisdom.

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28 Day Working Recap (Day 28)

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , , on April 24, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

LATE POST!!!!!!!

Let me tell you I am beyond drained. I did a shit load of invocations, got yelled at and then I was just going crazy.

Now the beginning was really good, I started out with my Patron Leviathan, and from there I let the workings dictate what I needed to do to clear my mind. I swear, I sit with retards all day, well about 2-3 of them and I just want to reach over and slit their throats…just think of it as a late term abortion. But I have to calm my violent thoughts and push them out my mind. I mean all that tension is going to drive me crazy…well crazier if you think about it.

I worked through the tarot and I have less than 10 cards left. So I am waiting for those to be finish before I put up part one of my interpretation. The cards themselves have brought so much insight into this reflection of who I was. It also helped that my partner was the one tapping into my energy and pulling the cards for me, being an empath he was bringing things out that I didn’t want to face yet, shit. But it had to be down. Some days the info was looking right at me, other days I had to rack my brain to realize he pulled deep from my core, on those days it rattled me and frustrated me. But what was I to do, stop? Hell no! I kept going. I actually like that, and plan on working with my other 2 tarot decks the same way. See how each deck resonates with me and what I can pull from them and myself.

I sat down with my guardian to go through all my workings and got a few projects pushed back, and quite a few moved to the top of the list, some on standby and waiting for the major projects to be done. I attempted a mock schedule today for the next 245 day working, and that went to shit this morning. We have this MLT week at school so we have all these dumb ass projects that we have to do that will be cutting into my spiritual and rebuilding time, plus studying takes at least 4 hours out my day minimum, not to mention the puppies, my family, and doctor appointments and the travel time. So I am like shit. Have to rearrange them so I can get everything down and leaving time during the weekday for stupid shit. I was able to get in my morning and nightly prayers, and visualizations in. I read/finished one of my books, and I am now blogging which I should have done yesterday. But it caught the best of me and I was wrapped up in last minute cleaning, organizing and school prep.

I did a lot of invocations, the 9 Divinities, Lilith, Satan, Leviathan, Sekhmet, Hecate, Lucifer and Belial. I did a New Moon and a Full Moon ritual. I did a 6 day ritual and a 2 day initiation. I started back on a class that I need to buy more clay, more wood and I need a wood burning kit. I just made a list of all the shit I am going to need and it is a lot of it.

I also started working with poisons, taking them slowly, a few drops at a time and working my way up. Steph made me some tinctures, and Ginger gave me some good ass advice and information. So I am set to go and so far, no ill effects, and I am not trying to see any either. I do listen to my guardian as he hates the idea, because I am hard headed, but not this type of hardheaded, I listen very closely.

I have 6 Covens I am actively apart of, and doing work in and for. I have 3 path workings that are all being revamped and worked on. I have 6 personal workings that I am working on for myself, and the huge 245 working is apart of all of these things. I have some rough roads to go down, a lot of tasks given to me, a lot of assignments to complete and plenty of writings to get down.  I have goals of what I want to do everyday, because hey, I am still human and I do forget and slack off. If you say you don’t , you are full of shit.

What I want to and have almost tried to put into everyday was the following:

Morning prayer to patron and affirmation/visualization

Evening prayer to matron and visualization

Grounding with Belial

Tarot working

Conscious eating, exercise

Time to communicate with guardian

Yoga, Psychic workings, trance work

Yeah I got 6, almost of those things done which is good. It adds up to 3 hours a day.  I spend 5 hours in school (actually I am at school around 630 am and leave around 130) so actually 7 hours to include driving. Then roughly 3-4 hours of homework and study ( I am in a medical program so this shit is no joke, 15 wk course done in 3 wk, talk about being fucking accelerated) so school work is roughly 11 hours a day but luckily only 4 days a week. But that doesn’t include time to bath and wind done ad eating and talking to the family and breathing so add like another 3-4 hours. That brings me up to 13-15 hrs and I haven’t done any spirit work yet lol. So add in the 3 hours and I am up to 16-18 hours. Now I only get like 5 hours of sleep in during the weekday…sometimes less depending on if its test day or I am working on a school assignment. On the weekends I have a better chance at doing what needs to be done, which is sleeping lol, having a day with no school work done, and running errands and trying to get shit together. Man it is difficult. But it is something that I can and will manage. No one said this shit was easy, but it is worth it.

I relaxed and had days where I didn’t do a lot of spirit work, just the Goetia and Tarot cards, and those days I just slept lol. I did a lot of dream work, so I guess that counts lol. Oh and when I need to go to the doctors, that is like 2-4 hours of bullshit out your day because we all hate going to the doctors, with these long as waits for no fucking reason lol.

But I managed to get through all 28 days and do something everyday. The last day I did my goetia, tarot, and my ritual and invocation to Sehkmet, my Matron. She closed out the workings and it was beautiful.

 

28 Day Working Day 4

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , , , , , on March 29, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Today was a very easy day. I did my ritual and meditation to Uvall, lit a candle and it burned constantly throughout the day. The wax is completely gone, only the wick remains. I did go ahead and gathered all my Daemon workings and paperwork so they are neatly organized.

I started my research on the Orishas that have called out to me. I have a lot already, but now it is getting serious.

No blood working today, kept everything inside of me lol. Did a morning meditation to Leviathan and still working on a fire meditation for Sekhmet for the night time. I played with the puppy, explored more groups, acquired more books, and just chilled out. I didn’t read anything, just watched movies.

Towards the end of the evening, my partner and I talked and I went in to a few trances, we bounced ideas off each other and what not, and of course I pulled my tarot card to write down and focus on.

My research is actually leading me into redoing my Divinatory Gate Walking with some new ideas. So I feel a little excited. I have around three other path workings I want to redo and get sent off.

Day 4 down.

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