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#domagick Day 30

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , on December 30, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Hecate, Lady of the House of Baal

The perfect ending.

I don’t remember her coming. It’s like I sat down, closed my eyes and she was there. She called me her daughter. Said I am the dark feminine, as all her children are.  She changed into a spider and started running away, so I shifted and caught up to her. Then we turned into snakes, then dogs. 2 black dogs. We were howling at the moon and then we were joined by a pack of white dog/wolf hybrids. I shifted to a third person view, and there I saw Her in front, me close behind and a huge pack of the white hybrids running with us  in a dark forest,  hunter green sky, mist above the treelines. We ran through the forest and ended up at a crossroad that had a temple statue of her surrounded by candles.  Tons of candles. I stopped and stood up. She seared a symbol in my flesh, blessed it. Said it was protection, healing and guidance but I don’t know what it looks like. It was not shown to me.
 I turned my head right, and saw a dirt path I turned my head left and saw Her. I got up and she turned into another animal, and we ran down the path to a black tall castle. It had candles in every window. When I went in, the candles were burning and the wax burnt down into thick, red, sticky blood. It covered my feet, it was really warm and stained them. I looked down and I was at the temple again. I saw her and she turned into a white horse and ran down the path to a cave. I shifted and chased after Her. The cave I can’t describe it. Nor the first animal she shifted into. It was weird. It felt like I was drinking. With the wavy vision, and weird room tilting.

 I looked back and I was at the temple again with Her. She shifted to a black bird and we took off in flight. We ended up diving towards the ground and into the dirt. Tunneling all the way to a throne room. She cupped my face and said that she knows I will do what needs to be reach, for my goal.

She no card is needed. She is the Matron of the House of Baal. 

She was the perfect ending to this 30 day Challenge. I have a lot more work to do with my House, as it is apart of my spiritual practice. I have all I needed, and will ever need to start my 2018 off right. A lot of self work, a lot of dedication and stronger focusing on newer activities.  This meditation, really helped me to see that a quick 30 min in the morning is good to kick the day off right. 

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#domagick Day 28

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , on December 28, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

The God Body

During the meditation I felt my wings come out. A constant thumping on my body so I felt like I was moving in small increments throughout the meditation. It aligned to my body and the circles started to sound like a very old lock opening. Like the serpents, my kundalini serpents started to work their way up the body, with every wrap I heard and felt the sekhem circle turn like it was unlocking a part of me. All I was hearing was perfection, balance. It went slowly up my spine unlocking at every chakra point. At my heart 2 smaller locks/wheels went to the side, and they were being used to rotate larger wheel. Then up to my crown. My wings are no long white but silver with black tips and black around the perimeter.

A hand reaches out, or what I presume is a hand and grabs my third eye and says remove, focus, decrease (I have a brain tumor that sits behind my third eye in my pituitary gland that likes to cause issues lol). A hand reaches out and grabs my throat and says stronger, clearer, wiser. A hand reaches out and touched my heart and say sync, balance. A hand reaches out and touched my sacral and says heal, cleanse. Kundalini feels like cold molasses moving up my spine now. It’s no longer painful But It’s Definitely thicker.

A wave of golden energy expands from within to completely engulf me.

The voice again says 2 days. Expand, release, perfect, cleanse, heal, sacrifice, be direct, ask wisely. Heaps of responsibility is heading your way. Be ready. 

#domagick Day 24

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , on December 24, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

This was a feeling of just love. Love for myself,  and love for them. I dropped blood on all the points, on the sekhem circle and house markings as well. I connected my chakra points and the 16 powers just flew around, leaving just the crown glowing bright. Then the circle broke down and the hoygocu went into my body and started spinning, then the white cube went in and engulfed it, spinning.  Then the pyramid formed over it and finally the circle in which the 16 powers just wrapped over it. 
I got that feeling of falling within the pyramid,  but this time she held me and I saw the Council and the House there. She said my journey is ending, this mediation challenge, but I have a whole new path of workings to get back on, revive and stary fresh.

I shed a tear. I don’t think I ever felt that type of love coming from me. Like I found a way to love myself. Through opening myself up for whatever may happen. Through all the issues that have been compounding upon myself and this last year, has been the hardest. But I made it.

Again, no card draw for today. And no photo. 

#domagick Day 19

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , on December 19, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Tell me why I forgot to write up my meditation. It wasn’t until I received notifications from others posting theirs that I realized, I slammed forgot to post mine lol. 

It’s going to be really short anyway.  So today I did my morning meditation with the Philosopher’s Stone. And no, it isn’t what you think it is. 

This meditation had me feeling like I was in hyperspace.  It was being surrounded in another galaxy with the sekhem circle, the white cube, the hogyoku and the triangle just coming in and out, blending into one and separating again. You will learn about the other pieces in the next 5 days as well, so no worries. 

The smoke wrapped around me as usual, spiraling at times, waving and dancing. The flame of the candle started low then rose tall and stayed there the entire working. My consciousness drifting in and out of realms. It was a feeling I haven’t had before, let alone any time during this meditation. I can’t describe the feeling. I just can’t. 

I did pick a card, number 9 and this was what it was. This card represent where I am in life, how hard I worked to get here, and how I need to keep moving forward. 

#domagick  Day 18

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , on December 18, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

“I submit to the energy, I submit to the power.” My chant for this days meditation.
Here I connected to the Pantheon of my House. In a room with them at a table, and they all walked up to bless me. All 14 of them.

Working with my moon flow seems to bring even more powerful visions and feelings and sensations.  When I was walking to this room, I was smelling heavy sandalwood on the walls, no doubt my sandalwood incense was being amplified in this working. The walls were moist but warm, no lights but you knew exactly where to go. My King was at the top table, the others surrounding him and all facing me. They each spoke to me, offering wisdom and guidance. A blessing, a mark on the forehead and another whisper.

I raised my head up, my hands palms up and recited the chant from the opening of this blog. I felt 2 beams of yellow light go through my hands, then reflect back up into my arms and through my body.  Hitting all my chakra points and then some, and then pouring straight out of my third eye and my crown. They all raised their hands, opened their mouths and beams of light, different colors, some elemental light, and it combined with my light, and then it all just turned down and shot back through my body and just absorbed within me.

“You are the energy, you are the power.”

And just like that, the mediation was done. I wonderful 35 min.

 I drew 4 cards. To Be Fair, Between Worlds protection pose, Exchanging Gifts protection pose and All That Glitters. To be honest these cards don’t need explaining, but I will sum them up. 

The first card wants me to give equal footing to those I am connected with. The second card wants be to think ad be aware of what lies ahead. The third card wants me to not give so much of myself while the fourth cards tells me that all that glitters is not gold.

 

#domagick  Day 16

Posted in Occult with tags , , , on December 16, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Today I did part 2 of yesterday’s meditation. The third one will be tomorrow.  Here a dived into the world of the Fulani. And the messages delivered where personal. I think I’m getting to the part of this challenge that the deeper I go, the more personal the messages get. But I will share what I can. 
The scenery is beautiful.  Being in a tribal area that seems familiar. Watching the water rush over us and knock out breaths out so we breathe water instead of air was very deep for me. I was given a porcelain pitcher of milk and honey to keep and nurture. As well as a task of getting to know my people more.

Again the Goddess I talked to brought tears to my eyes, and another part of myself opened up, unlocked.

Before I began my meditation. I was told to pick 2 cards. Milk and honey protection pose (irony), and Come to the Edge.

Milk and honey protection pose says I am so loved and care for and I need to feel that love and compassion within myself. Let go and trust the divine in healing.

 Come to the edge says to step into the unknown to find your miracles.  Let your self be truly seen in your relationship even if it is scary. Take a leap of faith despite your fears. The unknown is the only choice

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#domagick Day 12

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , on December 12, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Agares came through like a rush of wind. I got caught up in a tornado of wind. But there was no sound. I heard nothing, I felt nothing, I saw nothing. I’m a feeler with my hands, so I activated my shield so it can do sort of a bat echolocation thing. It came back lime green, interesting color. I was walking on a dirt ground. Feeling with my sensors where to go. And I fall through the ground. I land heavily on the ground and get up. I’m in no pain at all, or soreness. Again I reach out and I see a lock. It has been caked up with the mud and dirt. But it is a black cast iron lock with a skeleton key hole. As I am admiring it, I fall through again.

This time when I get up I ‘see’ a large book. I open it and the pages are written in Babylonian and African language. Great, this is going to be easy lol. I walk a few steps, then say shit, falling again lol.

This time I pick up a chalice, and it falls apart. Guess that wasn’t for me. I thought I was approaching an athame but when I bent down to pick it up, it was an old candle in a brass candle holder. I hold it to my chest with the other items and wait to fall again. It doesn’t happen, figures.

I see Agares to me left, we’ll I feel his presence to my left. His outline of his sigil is still fresh in my mind and when I turn that direction. It grows brighter. He comes to me and the tornado stops. He says the lock represents sturdiness and with the right key does it open and bend to our will. The book has knowledge in it for me, from Babylon and Africa. And from Africa you need to go west. The candle is illumination, a friend in the dark. You can work them together or separate but you can work them.

I pulled cards 8 and 12 that he instructed. They are Observer, and Tick Tock protection pose.

Observer says illumination with others is what you need to seek and find. Step back from your own objectivity and stand at a neutral point. When neutral and curious, take yourself out of your work and really look at it.

Tick Tock protection pose says relax. Your miracles are yours and can’t be missed. Slow down and trust in the Divine.

 

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