#domagic Day 4

Posted in Occult with tags , , on December 4, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Today was spent with Beezlebuth/Beezlebub. I woke up a few minute earlier than normal and did my ritual. It was really amazing. My time with him focused on self love and realization,  tantric workings and sensations.

I also drew cards which were very interesting.

The Why card is upside down and it represents protection.  Meaning sit down and contemplate Why I am doing these things. What are my goals and why am I really doing it  that extra knowledge will guide me further.

Co-create let’s me know I am not alone and working with others have only improved my workings.

Imagine has it where what I see, what I want, I create. And my creativeness has been very, very prosperous.

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Full Supermoon in Gemini

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , on December 3, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Within this rite I connected not only to the Fill moon but the powers of Gemini and Mercury, with guidance from Anpu. One he’ll of a connection right. But it blends and work’s perfectly. What I felt and saw was amazing and it already has me thinking and main new plans. 

I also drew a spread which we all know is bound to happen. This is only the first part. The second part will be dream workings and to see what else needs to be revealed to me. And other things I may need to clarify with my walking with Anpu tonight. 

My draw. 

8 of swords. There are ways in which the world blows certain situations towards me. I need to not let myself be entsngled in the bs and cut the nonsense down with the quickness.

7 of cups. The knowledge from the divine glows within me. The Water side will let me understand what is worth a fight and what is not. I stay the course, be open and raw with myself and open to their gyidance. Drink when I need to not when I want to.

XVI tower. All I need is to open up and let that spark light my blood. The moment is upon me.

5 of wands. Knocking down any and all insecurities of my power and igniting the passion of my fire temple from within. Perfect balance with my water side to achieve the needed harmony.

Knight of disks. A connection  Of foundational energy within the magickal context of my path that will extend and add more depth and richness to my physical and career paths, since they entwine with one another. 

#domagick Day 3

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on December 3, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

This meditation was done with Bael. I set an orange and apple on my altar, poured the House wine, added my salt and herbs and blood to the House chalice. Lit my candle, dragons blood and sandalwood incenses’. I dropped a few drops of blood on Bael’s page, my Death Figurine, Hecate’s key, Sekhmet and Leviathan picture, my talisman and on my guardians tablet.

I wanted to add some meditational music so I decided to loop meditation from Ott Sumerian, his Meditation Beezlebub as I see Bael as a different side of him. This mediation was intense, as mine with him normally are. I was into 2 different era’s and received 2 different keys to further me on another path that I have yet to write about.

I had an abundance of visions, but more importantly I felt more than I ever have. I’m good with all my senses except feel. It’s not as strong as my sight and smell. But this time, I felt everything more intensely. I felt wheels within me turn, I felt colors, I felt the drums I felt myself.

The newness of this meditation helped me figure out which chakras need to be cleaned and given more love. My Muldahara, Vishuddha, lower Anahata, Anja, and Sahasrara is fine. It’s my Svadisthana and Manipura that are not turning as fast this time. So I’ll work on those.

Next was my daily pull from my Oracle deck. I was drawn to draw three cards. Message in a Bottle, Unfinished Symphony, Treasure Island.
Message in a Bottle is telling me that the Universe and a divine has heard me, and the reply has been granted and will be coming to me in favorable ways on all fronts from relationships to career.
Unfinished Symphony is telling me to start closures on things that should have already ended. To clear out that old baggage,  finally put it to rest so I can move forward with the things I have started and need to continue.
Treasure Island is telling me I hit the nail on finding my hidden potential. I need to keep my eyes open and make sure that everything will be found. Some are obvious, others need a little more digging. Relationship wise my partner and I will continue discovering new things about one another and even though I may not see it, I will be taught valuable lessons and be brought great gifts.

I easily spent an hour in this meditation and it had refreshed me. It even had me shed a tear or two. Being a Water sign I get so emotional at times I just laugh at myself. But if anything, this meditation with Bael taught me, and my pulls, to trust my intuition,  open my heart and pay attention. I have worked so hard to get where I am, and it’s only getting better from here. There are always bumps in the road, but take them slow and keep going.

Yule

Posted in Occult with tags , , , on December 2, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

As I sit outside in my red sweater, smoking my Black & Mild (regular of course), I am enveloped by the cold air, the impending Death of the leaves. I sniff the crisp air, and I feel that coldness sink down into my lungs, having me shiver just a little bit. 
Thoughts move to Yule, and what I want, that will enhance my practice.  I have been wanting a wood carving kit for a while now. I have grown quite an obsession for this art. I have wood planks and branches all over my house and in my shed.  I have drawings on them waiting to be etched and them fed with my blood. Ideas pop into my mind daily.

I love the Winter (minus the snow). I love seeing the Death of life. Watching everything die slowly. This is the most transformative time of the year. Samhain  has allowed you to be open to the veil, walk beyond what you don’t see, walk into the veil. Then continue that path into the yearly shedding of bullshit that we have unknowingly  (or knowingly) carried with us for the past several months.

During this time I will be connecting deeply with Euryonmous. I have always delve deep into the Death, but deep enough for me to always have control. I never have allowed my guides to let me free fall and trust them (even though I trust them with everything else in my life). Still dealing with my own personal bullshit. A Necromancer that gate walks, does blood and chaos magick, but extremely strict and pigeon holds herself to not walking deeper, such total bullshit. But these next few weeks are going to change.

I pulled the Poised card from my Wisdom Oracle deck. Confirmation that all I have done, that I am ready to place my head deep under.  I am ready to let that cold, bitter liquid into my mouth, down my lungs;  cracking my chest open breaking free.

I walk with Belial, Bael, Beelzebuth/Beelzebub. Guarded by Apep and Anpu; intune with Hecate, Lilith and Satanas; surrounded by my Tribe and my Seven. I have been through the ringer, I have been fractured, I have been made Whole.

I am ready for Yule.

#domagick Day 2

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , , on December 2, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Today I worked with Belial. We have evolved into having a wonderful connection over the years. I remember in 2010 I think I approached him and he told me to go away, come back when I was more confident. He scared the shit out of me.  But 2 years later I was back, and now he is one of the first and closest Daemons I work with. I have nothing but love and respect for him, and I enjoy our interactions.

I away of fire and water, a beautiful combination and he fuels that firey side of myself. My guardians and those I work with are a mic of fire and water. Even though he’s more Earthy fire, he still gives me though that foundation and drive of my creativeness and passion. 

Belail is 1 of 3 main Daemons that I work with in though House of Baal (see my post 2 days ago). The House is an Earth Kingdom, my Mate is Air and I am equal Fire and Water, so you see we blend perfectly and we compliment what we need to be whole and in balance.  My working meditation with him went as follows, which is normal.

I grabbed my journal, and opened to his Blood Dedication page. I lit a red taper candle, Dragons Blood incense and sandalwood incense. I vibed the House Chant, and I said his enn. I added a few drops of blood on his page and proceeded to have a nice conversation with him. That 30 min felt like hours and I really didn’t want to leave. It’s like talking to your grandfather, the wisdom that he can impart on you can really make an impact if you are one to work your ass off and not wait for things to come to you. 

Since I am also a diviner, I pulled a Divination card. It’s Poised.  This card i pulled says to me that you are on the right path. You have achieved the perfect balance, you know what you need,  your confidence is aparent and a new phase of life is beginning. This is the moment when new things arrive and you arrive finally ready for them. As far as relationships go I am happy and confident in my own skin, and my personal relationship is ready for that deeper intimacy while my friendships are arrive in true harmony and I’m truly free to give and receive frim the heart. I have felt a stronger boost in my confidence since my birthday 19 days ago (Scorpio by the way), and in the way I’m seeing and approaching the newness of this rebirth.  My confidence will lead me to that new venture and I am ready to receive new information and new beginnings. 

I feel secure, I feel stronger, I feel confident in me; in my life; in my relationship with humans, Entities, nonhumans, and everything in between and anything beyond. 

#domagick Day 1

Posted in Occult with tags , , , , , , , on December 1, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

My altar is in its new home. It’s decked out and I already feels centered. I decided to focus on just moving everything where it should be, but decided to take my first say of the challenge and use that time to organize my altar and connect in a new place. I am loving it. It feels refresh and I felt so less stress setting it back up and placing everything where it am wanted to be.

I was even able to hang my picture up. I love this picture. I got it as a gift from a silent auction I attended in Philly a couple of years ago. It finally has been put up and the energy is complete.  I feel refresh and look forward to what is in store.

#domagic 1 more day

Posted in Buzz Worthy Posts, Occult with tags , , on November 30, 2017 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Tomorrow the challenge officially starts. And by the Gods, need it. I will be organizing my new area. I will be able to get more than 30 min in of meditation while I put new, fresh, positive energy into my new area. It will be very refreshing. A good way to end the year and start it.