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So here is my chakra healing for those following the blog

Posted in BDSM with tags , , on September 3, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I do really intense chakra workings. Always have. I am doing a chakra healing that is like whooping my ass but it is so worth it. I have my chakras divided up into zones in which each deity controls a part of it. What I have been doing I have been working on for over a year in just getting the information and reading all the shit that I need to obtain to make my own Pathworking.

So share time lol.

For my first Chakra its for my being, my all, my clarity, and my protection. So I am working with Satan, Baelzebouth, Hecate, Lilith, Lucifer, Leviathan, and Belial. Which means I have six other zones in addition to the root that I a working with. I work with the Deities strength and attributes, as well as the color an vibrations.

My second chakra is for my feminine mystery, beauty, strength and compassion. Inanna, Oshun, Persephone, Rhiannn, Quan Yin and Ishtar.

My third chakra is to work on my darkness, the abyss, death/gatewallking. It is with Aupep, Thanatos, Legba, Ogun, Esu.

My fourth chakra is to strengthen my family, my destiny and my life’s path. With Ausest, and Ausir, and Shay.

My fifth chakra is for my blood workings Vampiric wilds, Oracle work and Lemurian workings. Nehekbet, Serqet, Sekhmet, Nephthys, Gremory.

Notice there is no sixth or seventh because they are my strength. The chakras listed are ones that I am building up on. But that by no way means I am an easy target. I stay guarded and protected. You know there are always people who are always trying to find an edge on you. My pathworking is always complex and it has served me to be the best Satanist that I am. And I will continue to grow.

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Death Ritual- Freeing yourself into your Birth Rite

Posted in BDSM with tags , , on September 3, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

What you need

peeled and dried garlic
vinegar
cinnamon stick
honey
dragons blood
tea
rosemary and coconut oil
8 black candles
mint sandalwood
pomegranate
razors

The tea is sweetened with mint and honey. The offering is the garlic, vinegar, cinnamon stick, dragon’s blood, pomegranate seeds. Anointing oils are mixed together.

My guardians at this point on my path were Persephone, Hecate, Apophis and Inaukis. The 4 crown where Satan, Beezlebub, Azazel and Astraroth. Lineage is Lilith, Asmodeus, Vercera, Udra, Michael, Azrael; and Frejya.

( I am not going to write out the full ritual but will give you information on what was done at each point. Also some names are not familiar as theses are beings that have given me this names to call them by and are very personal to me. Even though some may appear familiar).

I cast my circle, evoked Hecate, my 4 crown and all my guardians. I lit some incense and two of the candles to prepare the opening of the gateway. I anointed myself with my own mixture. and preceding to evoke the lineage to me. With each evocation of the lineage I lit a candle except for Frejya. I said my piece to them, what I hope to obtain.

I then proceeded to places cuts upon my arms, sipped some of the tea, waif the incense around and slip into a deep trance. The blood that was flowing was the blood of offering including the offering I had prepared above. While I was slipping into the trance I called out to Frejya, said me piece to her as well. I am not sure how much time has pass but it was long enough for a small puddle to be under the cuts.

I pulled myself out of the trance and, thank Frejya and the lineage and released them. I then thank my guardians, the 4 crown and my protectors before I released them. I closed the circle and grounded my energy. After that I went to sleep for a couple days.

Bliss (an erotic story)

Posted in BDSM with tags on May 28, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I am in my pink and black bra and panty set with matching thigh highs and garter belt. I am kneeling in front of you with my head held down. I tell you how I want to you to control me, and how I will submit to everything you decide to do with me. I give you the gift of my submission, my slavery. You are the one I have been waiting for. I want to be your pet, a pretty pet, and delectable slave. My collar is in my hand, and with my head still bent I present it to you. It’s time for me to be collared. To have you hold that chain and extend to me your wants and desires.

When I was allowed to look up, you were in front of me nude. You grabbed my hair and rammed your dick down my throat. Even though I was struggling for air you didn’t stop. Instead you sped up, face fucking me and moving deeper down my throat. After you was satisfied with the performance you lifted me by my hair and pushed me on to the bed. On all fours you pulled my panties down, but left everything else on. You let the chain fall from your hand as you grabbed my hips and proceeded to enter me. I could feel my pussy expand and grip you as you entered me. You were only half way in when I started trembling. Giving a short laugh you started stroking me, hitting my G spot. I couldn’t hold back my moans. You just felt so good. You started going deeper and deeper into me, with me letting out a squeak of surprise. My legs where trembling and I was cumming from you being completely in me. You wrap the chain around your hand and pull on it, with every stroke you give me.

You push my head into the bed as you fuck me deep and rhythmically. I am lost in the moment as I feel your thumb play with my ass. I felt it go in me and I couldn’t hold back and creamed all over your dick. You laughed than place two fingers in my ass, priming me for what you really wanted. You used my pussy juices to lube my ass. When you were satisfied that I was open enough you pulled out and entered my ass.

Your head went in fine with no problems, but there was resistance with the shaft. You pushed in anyway. Slowly coming out and going deeper with each stroke. I let out a cry of pain, but it felt so good. You proceeded to continue stroking going deeper each time. By now my body is hot, legs are shaking. I’m in a world of ecstasy. With one hand on my chain, and one on my hips, you ram your entire dick in my ass. I scream out and you just keep stroking. I cum over and over again, my juices running down my thighs, making a puddle beneath me on the bed.I feel every inch of you deep in my ass, muscles contracting around your dick, wanting you to fuck me till you’re satisfied.

After what seems like hours of you fucking my ass, you are about to cum. You pull out, grab my head and shove your dick down my throat. Your cum hits the back of my throat and slides down. You pull out with your dick still hard. You push me back to the bed, and push into my pussy. You pin one of my legs back to drive deeper into my pussy, going balls deep. Another hour passes and you are once again cumming. This time you pin both legs back, grab my hands and stick your tongue down my throat. Your orgasm is building up. With a few more thrusts, a very powerful orgasm erupts from you, filling me up. I can feel your dick shooting your cum deep inside me. The power and feeling is almost unremarkable, as I feel myself drift from consciousness under the control of the one thing that makes my life complete.

My First Session

Posted in BDSM with tags , on May 28, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

My first spanking was pretty damn fun. Of course I was nervous as hell and had no clue what to expect. Was I going to be in over my head? Was I going to cry and want to go home? Would I be uncomforable, even though I was comfortable with him? But none of that happened. I did a lot of laughing I tell you that lol.

I changed into my dress so it would be easier to do the spankings and the others toys I was curious in trying. I was a little nervous but that heighten the experience. He lift my dress up slowly and I was like ok here we go lol. He touched me to make sure I wouln’t be surprised when it beganned. Prior we went over the methods, and the safe words and what we were and weren’t doing that day. He said “Now” and I was preparing for his hand to hit my butt, but it was a delay an caught me off guard lol. It was a 5 almost 6 (in pain tolerance) and it didn’t hurt like I thought it would. I have never been spanked except from the occassional ass hit from my man. So after I swear he was playing the drums on my ass I was like whew, that wasn’t bad. He calmed my ass with ice and that felt good lol.

Next was the riding crop. Now that was a shock. It hurt but not enough for me to want to stop. It is defintely intense, and something I would want to try again in the future. I can’t say I didnt like it, but not sure how I liked it. Again he soothed my ass with the ice and it melted fast, guess my ass was hot.

Next was my favorite. The deer skin whips. I swear it was like a lullaby. No matter how hard he hit me (and I am sure he was holding back since it was my first time), the more relax I felt. It is undescribable, but I am pretty sure that I can be whipped with that for hours on end and never tire of it. By the Gods I can still imagine the feel.

During my spanking he placed a leather whip under my face, so know when I smell leather, I know what I will be thinking about lol.

Next was something that had me squirming that I will try again and see how long I can last. The single tail whip. When he cracked the whip it woke my ass up. Literally lol. We had to laugh because my reaction was like what in the hell lol. That whip is no joke. But as it danced over my ass I couldn’t just relaxed, I was squirming (in a good way), but couldn’t move as I was chained to the table. It had me breathing deep and then holding my breath, and it was amazing. That sting was and is something I will never forget. I had to call my safe word on that one. I was a little dissappointed though, I thought I could last longer but he said I did good.

Next toy had me in love. I smelled alcohol, and heard a clink. I immediately perked up and tried to figure out what the hell that was. Than I felt the blade of the knife slide over my ass. Now that is a feeling that can bring a girl to her knees (maybe if I wasn’t chained lol). The blade went over, and under, up and down and sideways and in arcs all across my ass. What was left was a beautiful SOS pattern, you remember playing that game in school. I was like this has to be explored. It is the top of my list now.

Then since we had sometime left we tried some other things. We tried the nipple clamps and the sucker thingy lol…have no clue what it is called…and didn’t like it. The clamps wouldn’t stay on, but those damn clothespin stayed on lol!!! It was cool but not a favorite, my nipples are to be loved. However having my breast hit with the riding crop felt good šŸ™‚

Then the last toy was the violet wand. I was already jumping with eyes wide because I saw sparks lol. It didnt help he had James Bond music playing in the backround lol (okay it did help). He put this attachment in it and when he touched me he shocked me. Here comes the giggles. I could not help my myself it was intense and it tickled me at the same time. Jumping around, handcuffed to the wall being shocked all over. But it was amazing and I really want to play with that again.

So after all the fun was over I found the meaning of aftercare. It was relaxing, though I wish it lasted longer. But for my first time I think I did good in playing with a lot of toys, figuring out what I liked and didn’t and what I would like to try and explore with again. I know there are some new things I want to try next so I am looking forward to that.

All in all I had a wonderful time and can’t way to play and try new things.