Archive for December, 2013

New Year, New Me Bullshit

Posted in Rituals, Workings and all my thinking's on the Occult with tags on 12/30/2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

We all seen the Facebook memes. People acting like they are going to flip the switch and act brand new. They will for the first two weeks. Then they will be back to their ignorant selves causing drama for the New Year.

I am not changing shit for the New Year. I am not trying to do something just because it’s January 1st. Because the fiscal year starts anew on October and that is what businesses, your IRA, and other money making accounts go by. If your any type of pagan, we had our New Year already. We shed the negative and started a new. The rest of y’all just late.

Wednesday is just another day. There is going to be no enlightenment that hits people. There are no miracles happening. And you can’t wild out on Tuesday, and act holier than thou on Wednesday. Y’all better stop lying and be real to yourself. Last year was to learn and grow. This year is to reflect and do better. That is all it will ever mean.

You was a hoe Tuesday night, you still woke up a hoe Wednesday morning. Just because your sans dick or coochie, because dude left in the morning, doesn’t change the fact you will go right back out and do the same shit.

Don’t smoke 12 blunts Tuesday and then think you are going to be good to look for a job. Your ass got a few weeks to get that shit out your system; leaving you high (no pun intended) and dry.

Get it? Don’t overdo and then stop. It doesn’t work that way people. So stop with the New Year, New Me Bullshit. Reflect, and learn.

Besides half y’all won’t even stick to your resolution, get frustrated and there you go. Back where you were mad at yourself.


Din din

Posted in Buzz Worthy Posts with tags , , on 12/29/2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

So thanks to my sister I am growling with food lust lol.

So I made my husband his dinner. Which consists of ground beef seasoned and formed into patties, and wrapped in bacon, and covered in BBQ sauce. Making a pot of rice to go with it and some veggies. For me I have last nights hot wings and veggies.

Now of course I am changing my eating ways but I’m cooking what I have in the house and if hubby brings something home, well I have this month to enjoy it. Besides have you seen those programs when people are like we are going to eat healthier and they bring someone in and throw out all the food in the fridge?

Have you lost your fucking mind?! You must have money to blow. You could have finished eating it wait for the fridge to empty them started fresh. Or took that food to a homeless shelter. I mean is this what we do?! Just throw food out! You know how much it is to fill a fridge and cabinet? Too damn much. People play to much. That is just stupidity there. And as soon as money get tight they are going to think of all the food they threw away and how it could have been emergency reserves.

Either way I have more seafood and fish in the fridge than red meat. But I will buy his organic. He’s going to eat healthier, even if I kill him 🙂

Now thanks to my sister? I want to make some soup. Damn you girl lol.

Element Balancing

Posted in Rituals, Workings and all my thinking's on the Occult with tags , on 12/28/2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I thought I was going crazy. Which isn’t really anything different than my normal feelings of going crazy. But I am in the middle of plotting my element balancing (realized I haven’t posted today or yesterday I don’t think) and noticed I short one. I only had 11 instead of 12. So luckily, I keep a copy of my natal chart on my phone (and laptop, kindle, net book and my husbands desktop. I have to be prepared lol) and just had to do a quick reminder.

So next week I’m working with Earth which is severely lacking and I am just going to work with it according to the Zodiac. It seems to be more present than it was before. So this should be cool. Cause man I’m out of wack and I need to get it in order.

On to the next King

Posted in Rituals, Workings and all my thinking's on the Occult with tags , , on 12/26/2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

So on my journey of getting deeper on the Goetia, I am working with my second King. Gaap. His name has been on my mind. Goap/Gaap very similar of not one to me. But when asked clarification, Gaap was straight out front. Which is perfect because in my research he helps consecrates divination items that belong to Amaymon. Just one of the many things that he does.

So on to his invocation, his talisman, and tablet and seal/lament. Not sure what to call the third one but he has three like Amaymon so there we go.

Looking forward to working with him as he’s been interesting to me for a long time. I look forward to the next few weeks of working and getting to know him.

19 pages later

Posted in Rituals, Workings and all my thinking's on the Occult with tags , , , , , , on 12/23/2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I am tired of writing lol. For now.

On Jan 20,2014 I will begin my very unique divinatory ascension working. It utilizes the twelve Zodiacs as the gates, Necronomicon seals, Kerry’s and current; while being guided through by divination Daemons and Gods of the Zodiac.

Yup only I can come up with some stuff like that. But it’s been almost two years in the making, and it is a lot to do: ascend, walk through gates and not lose yourself on a chaotic current.

Last night I spent, I think, eight hours writing the ritual up. Getting the gates organized and with the intent that I wanted to have auditory each. Choosing which divination Daemons should compliment me and Westwood actually work with me to go through the gates. And most importantly the God or Daemon that will be representing the Zodiac as its guardian, the ascension ritual that I modified, and the colorful odds act of my choosing to utilize a triangle structure within my normal workings as its normal just the 4 elements I call and that’s it. This time it’s more set up as a square our shape, triangle in the middle and a circular area where I will be sitting at, during automatic writings. When I was writing every thing down, I chuckled, because it reminded me of when I was in the lab. We come up with an experiment, what we would want to use, write down everything we needed, and list all the steps that we would go through to get it down, than performing it and making adjustments and then trying it again. So needless to say, I will be able to have 4-5 working days of divination ascension per sign with an hour for each working. More than enough time to tweak it before I moved on. Plus with down time scheduled into the work, gives me time to work with the Beings without feeling rushed or that I needed more time.

So 19 pages later and I’m finished with the ritual itself. I have the information of how I am working the gates, what the signs are,c wise being utilize for what, and where everything is placed. But it’s more than a list to do. It is a journal of what I will be doing the entire working. I know I won’t be ascending every day. I also know that everything those 20 odd days, there will be a few days where nothing need to be tweaked, because it went perfectly. So yes you will have an update. The week before I start it, and then Jan 21,2015 is when I will let you know how it went lol.

In between that you will read about other workings I’m going through and just my normal stuff.

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