Why do I have this much to do?

Ahh, because it’s me that’s why lol. Always over achieving and trying to get everything in balance so I can easily get to it. So here’s what I will be going into the year with.

Color Chakra Healing
Man this ish right here, jeez. Been working on it for 2 1/2  years now. A note pad, a pack of paper, and a small journal later (bursting with extra papers, and stick it notes) I’m like redoing the whole damn thing. Ugh. It’s not where I want it to be right now. I mean I have my Anatomy & Physiology book, my Chemistry book and Molecular Biology book, Wheels of Life, and the Sekhem Heka book in the mix. Basically I’m trying to create the perfect chakra system. And these books help me though they are just not enough.  I’m just so sick and tired of the 7 or 13. Shit I’m at 250 and I am placing them into zones. There are Dieties connected to each sub point with one main Deity residing over each major point, which I think I have down to 25. Maybe. Then there are colors, and planetary aspects to each, not to mention I’m taking it out of the modern and trying to focus on the Ancient times. But got damn it, is a lot lol. But it’s worth it. Focusing on the inner, like the deepest part of you is what I’m going for. Haven’t found one system that is in-depth like I would like it. So I have to make my own. Sounds good to me.

Khemetic Immersion
So this year my Egyptian/Ancient Khemet (whatever you would like to call it), just jumped out there and was like, nope I’m first. So I have so much to do. I already have had my “initiation” to them October 2011 under the name Shay Serqet Nekhbet-Haratu. But I changed that name into something a lot more workable for me and still representing the Gods that allowed me to work with them. Always with the latter months projects start tip come through. Here I gravitated to a few Egyptian Deities. Mainly: Aset and Ausare of course, Bast, Sekhmet (duh, she’s my matron I better lol), Shay (appropriate for my name), Serqet (me being a Scorpio), Nephthys (having that mother/daughter relationship), Anpu (one of four guardians I have), Aupep (a guardian), Ptah and Nefertum (the rest of the Memphis trinity), Khepera (an attraction to beetles brought him to my mind), and Amen Ra. Whew. So I decided to modify and see where the connection lies. It settled with my Matron Sekhmet, and her triple goddess aspect with Het Hert and Bast; her trinity aspect with Ptah and Nefertum; Anpu and Serqet. That’s the main hierarchy I deal with. It’s helpful and they compliment one another. Though I will work with them all when needed. I have a 4″ D ring binder bursting with info on Egypt, a notepad, Planetary Magick (they have done good attunements with some Egyptian Deities), The Goddess Sekhmet, Heart of the Sun, The Temples of Light, Pathworking of the Egyptian Gods, and Initiation into Egyptian Yoga & Neterianism. All useful for what I’m liking to achieve for my personal working. And throughout all that I can sense the Vampiric side starting to become more of a presence. I work hard to control my urge with no donor, but give years, maybe longer, is to much to bear probably lol. It’s interesting and I’m enjoying my time with them all.

Daemonolatry Goetia
Our however you would like to put it. I know I have found a home in the Daemonaltry system and it compliments my Satanism perfectly. Since June 2011 and officially December 2011, I have been working my way through the 72. I have the Goetia Workbook, Daemonolaters Guide to Daemonic Magick, Complete Book of Demonolatry, and my two years of hundreds of pages of written information. Man it was difficult I was going through the Qlippoth (which technically I’m still in since I was told by Belial to do this when I was in the fourth sphere). It’s been a nerve racking journey but eye opening. I have a quarter of the first set of disks ready, and have a few dozens to create lol. But shit, I’ll be very knowledge. No matter how long it’ll take lol.

Priestess Training
Having a wonderful time with that from the Brotherhood.

Self Initiation
So I’m really digging the Daemonolatry path and decided with a Complete Book of Demonolatry I can work through that for a couple years or however long it will take me. I’m doing meditations and I have a good four months minimum of meditations, maybe six with the way they are going lol.

Side projects
A business venture with two of my sister’s and my brother that’s actually turning up some good ideas. Awesome ideas. Helping with my sister’s website, pages and groups; teaching classes, my own page and websites.

Plus I’m still in Pharmacy Technician school and looking at another schooling. Perhaps community college again because it’s going to take some money to get my degree lol.

Ha!

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