Archive for October, 2013

What Next? (I wrote this maybe two or three years ago)

Posted in Buzz Worthy Posts with tags , , on October 20, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

 

 

I sit down and reflect about the path I am on. I see the array of possibilities opening up to me. I want to be free, I want to yell it to the top. But why should I. Do I feel ashamed. Loss of my job? Clientele? Prejudice at school and among colleagues? Yes. No. All of the above. At times I doubt what it means to be a Satanist. I feel at times that I am not good enough to represent Father, but I realize I have lost my mind. It is in that moment I saw clarity. My own insecurities, trying to please all, trying to friend all. Fuck it. The only people I need in my life are my parents, my man and Satan. He holds me up, reassure me, helps me and guides me, let’s me regain my connection. I have weathered the storm and I came out stronger than before. I rather have allies instead of friends. I need only them. I need Satan as he walks with me. I see the foolishness I have been apart of. I am leery and tired of stepping in bullshit. My spirituality awakens me to my most primal. I am a child of the dark, a child of him. With him as guidance I will break away and destroy my own insecurities. I will be a voice, striving for equality and top seed in this world along with others. It is time for me to help others see that Satanism strives for equality. We are involved in politics, academia, national affairs. We do not commit crimes for the hell of it. We strive to maintain balance in our lives and in those around us. To open peoples mind so they can see what others have stolen and hidden from them. We seek to enlighten all. Open your mind, awaken yourself from that dead sleep you have been in.

 

I am a Satanist. I will not let those determine my voice. My style. Nor my direction in life. Friends come and go….Blood is thicker than water….Family is the first to fuck you. But you have to push past it all and keep it moving…never let anything or anyone break your stride. They may knock us off-balance every so often…but not enough to STOP US. All I need in my life is the love of Satan, his wisdom and my man working together so we can take down the idiocy that has stricken this world. My path is one less traveled, always overlooked and passed over. That is just fine with me.

 

I have survived with broken limbs, torn ligaments, and bumps and bruises. My battle scars. It all leads up to strength that I have had in myself to continue and let nothing get in my way. Pain is what tells you how far you have come. No pain , no gain Life is not easy…and anything worth fighting for will drive you crazy.

 

I will stand among the Satanists of my era.

 

I will stand as a leader guiding more to their calling and to enlightenment.

 

I do not need you to validate me.

 

I am a Satanist. I can validate my damn self.

 

(c) Keona

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Stop trying to drown Samhain

Posted in Whatthefuckness with tags , , , on October 15, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Y’all think y’all are slick don’t y’all.

What goes on in the month of Ocotber

Breast Cancer

Pitt Bull Awareness

Domestic Abuse Awareness

UNICEF

and some more shit I forget.

Breast cancer and all cancer should not be for a certain month. That shit needs to be year round. They only focus on a month near the holidays so people who don’t really give a fuck can by something orange, pink, purple or green and feel like they did something. Fuck that. Cancer runs in my family so fuck that once a month bull shit. I do not support wearing anything to support the cause because I support the causes. How the fuck is selling 2000 pink hairdryers going to help cure cancer. It isn’t. Your dumb ass just brought something you didn’t need, while the company made more money, and donated like $1000 bucks of the $1 million they go it. Oh my bad, the $10,000. Please do you know how much the scientist need to make. They are making upwards of 6 figures. how much money as been raised for breast cancer, testicular cancer, prostate cancer…yet the only thing they have done was make your dick get hard when you need it. Fuck out of here with that bull shit.

People get their asses beat everyday. Like we really need to have a month towards the end of the year to bring awareness. Guess what, we know it exists. How about making laws that protects the women, men and children on the receiving end of a beat down…instead of not doing a fucking thing. How about a one strike out deal. You beat someone your ass is gone for life. They don’t deserve chances period.

UNICEF. Its Halloween I am giving out candy not money, fuck out of here. Trying to get those damn kids robbed. Just dumb as hell.

Anything else that tries to stamp out a Holiday, because you have fucking retards that have their panties in a bunch, go jump in a lake and drown very slowly. You religious zealots need to get a life.  If Halloween goes…get rid of Christmas. It is our fucking holiday any way you fucking thieves. Always have to ruin shit for other people because your life is meaningless.

I want off this planet. Where the hell are the aliens, they have to come pick my ass the fuck back up. I am done 🙂

The Times

Posted in Poetry... with tags , , , on October 15, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

At times I write to express myself

At other times I don’t

Somehow my need of expression

Is getting more and more aggressive

The Me, has been opened

And the war has started

Nothing in the physical world can stop me

Those I interact with I consider kin and kith

On a level that will never be explained

My fight is at your door

Till my dying breath

I will not rest

Until I wipe your sentience out of extinction

Strength

Posted in Poetry... with tags , , , on October 14, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I will not be ashamed

I will not go mad

You can not break me

You can try all you want

We are equally matched

You are realizing this more and more

You birthed your twin

I represent you when you were weak

Yet I can keep the softness

And blend it with my strength

You cannot break me

I will not let you

 

~Keona

Journey to the Darkness

Posted in Poetry... with tags , , , on October 11, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Journey to the Darkness

 

I am on the journey to be a new person

A Vampyre like only a few

A child of Lilith

The process has started

My Sanguine needs are driving me nuts

I can smell blood even better than before

I can feel mine move through my veins

I have a deafening madness that comes over me

I have been chosen to be with her

To join my sisters

To unite and get business done

Our time is now

The pain is unbearable

Tears one moment

Dancing the next

Am I going mad?!

Am I strong enough to handle the upcoming weeks of sheer, unbridled torture?

Yes I am

If I wasn’t I would not have handle been selected

She guides me through it

Helping me break down the barriers

Unleashing the soul

Being one with her

We heard the call

We made the moves to answer

And this is our reward

We are Noveatu…Children of Lilith

The selected to help our brethren be…

To lead…to fight…to destroy

I am welcomed

I am honored

I am her

 

(c) Rev Keona

Healing Spell

Posted in Occult with tags , , on October 10, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Healing Spell

 

This one is pretty easy to do.

 

All you need is a glass of water. Pour into it all the energy and vibrations of the healing color blue and green. Imagine that you are pouring in blue water, and green water. Watch them swirl together and then drink the glass.

 

The best thing to have as well is a green and blue pitcher of water in your fridge. A glass of them in the morning will help to heal you throughout the day.

 

We always need healing with the ailments we have. Try this and I bet you will feel better about yourself.

Bloodlust

Posted in Poetry... with tags , , , on October 10, 2013 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

Bloodlust

 

The nights are dark.

They wrap around me in velvet layers.

Only the tips of wings show.

I can still taste her on my lips.

The deep entrapment of sweet love is still swirling through my veins.

Walking through the night is a lovely way to meet her again.

The soft flesh which my fangs pierced.

The flood of pure sweet blood ravishing my mouth.

Trying not to spill a drop, amazed at how good it feels.

The addiction is strong.

The limpness of her body as she submits to my will.

The caress of her hands on my cloak, hanging on to my wings for dear life.

There has never been one as sweet as you.

I will find you again.

I will never let you go.

 

~Rev Keona