#domagick The Heart wants what it wants

Posted in Rituals, Workings and all my thinking's on the Occult with tags , , , , , , , on 02/13/2018 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

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I honestly am dreading this tarot spread lol. I know my heart chakras need alignment. I know there are things that are weighing heavy on my heart that I need to let go, and things that I need to embrace.

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This is the pose that I am doing and man doe sit open up the chakra to get right. When I was going into this new yoga pose, I was sleeping trying to figure out which pose would be right. I think and felt the pressure in this. I felt the cracking of my chest and I knew this was the right one.

This morning I was thinking of the chakra again and saw the word BAEL and a pink slash right after it. I took that as a sign to work with Bael, focus on his energy while I do this working for the next 3 days.

My tarot spread wasn’t as brutal as I was thinking it would be. I do have an abundance of love, and gentleness being given towards me, along with a very loving protectiveness that surrounds me all the time. I do need to let go some fights that aren’t worth it, because the energy is against me and there are some lessons that would be better for me NOT to learn , or there will be problems later on down the line. In understanding what unconditional love is I have to learn that broken promises, and unfulfilled promises may be delayed, if not left all together. Just because I won’t have everything I feel , doesn’t mean I am not loved. Love is compromise, love is meeting the person halfway, and then moving forward together. Disappointment is a part of life, and that also includes how you love and who you love.  You either in it all the way or you are not. So the spread was more reassuring and comforting. I felt them align and I have some work to do, like with the others, and I look forward to it.

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Turtles All The Way Down by John Green

Posted in Book reviews with tags , , , on 09/20/2018 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

In addition to my occult reads I do have a wide array of other genres that I read.

This is part of the contemporary read-a-thon for the week. This book is 3 of 7 that I have read. The other 2 will be posted on my Goodreads.

This book is about a 16 year old girl (guessing her age, maybe 17) that has a serious mental illness. It follows her thoughts and how she interacts with her family and friends, the anxiety that she deals with through out her days. A boy from her past that has shown her so much, and it is a tear jerker.

I shed some tears at the end of the book, and I really felt and wanted to see more of the characters, like how has their life changed after this set of occurrences. It was a really good book. I borrowed it from my library, but now I have to purchase it.

I like his writing style, and how you empathize with the characters. I think this author will be on my radar. I really want to see what else he has written.

Reading Contemporary Books 17-23 Sept

Posted in Buzz Worthy Posts with tags , , , , on 09/17/2018 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

So I was watching a few booktubers and this challenge popped up. So I was like, hmmmm, let’s see if this can be something that can be done.

So I decided to go ahead and talk a stab at it. I will post the YT videos that I got it from and then you can go from there.

and this one

So I will go ahead and write down the challenge and the books I intend to read.

A book with an orange cover Turtles all the way down by John Green

A dark/taboo.spooky book Whisper me this by Anne King

A diverse book When Dimple met Rishi by Sandhya Menon 

Reading a book in an unconventional way (I choose audbile) X-Files Cold Cases by Joe Harris

A book that includes your initials on the cover I’ll be your blue sky by Marsa De Los Santos

A new to me author (and honestly contemporary is all freaking new to me) Ghosted by Rosie Walsh

5 star prediction Little fires everywhere by Celeste Ng

I have of course the audio book and Whisper me this on Kindle. So I will start with those first. I have 3 books on hold at the library and waiting to pick them up in a couple of days and I think I will by Ghost this week.

So we will see how well I do in my first read-a-thon. I am glad it is only a week. I thin kI can do those with no problem lol.

Domagick Challenge Box completion

Posted in Rituals, Workings and all my thinking's on the Occult with tags , , , on 08/19/2018 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I have a few days left and still need to make a few pieces for the box. What I need to do is focus on the large letter K that I have. I will go into a meditative state and decorate the letter. I am really looking forward to this one.

The letter is cardboard, and I will only use pencils and paint on it. I am looking forward to how the rest of the box will turn out. I still have some items I need to get from JoAnns Fabric. I have one large more piece to draw and burn into the bottom of the box, and an addition to the underneath of the lid.

I already have the items that have been charging for a nice amount of time on the altar. Some teas and another item. I have a piece to order and a couple of books and then I should be okay. I cannot wait until it is completed. I will take a video of the final box and its items, and post it. I am looking forward to see how everything comes together.

Box and plate construction

Posted in Rituals, Workings and all my thinking's on the Occult with tags , , , , , on 08/08/2018 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

So far I have finished, for now, the outside of the box. You will see the videos on my YouTube channel and IG account. (Keona Esh and keonakainathera respectively).

I put the fabric at the bottom of the book and will be writing and carving an inscription in the underneath of the lid. The last piece of this box is a drawing I will burn into the bottom of the box. I have a few ideas and doing some sketching so I can get the picture just right. I will be using a stencil, if I can find one, and then free handing the rest.

I have a “plate” and 4 medium size round wooden disks I am working on this week. By the time you read this I would be on the third disk. I am chanting over it with what my bf gave me, and using the visualizing technique he gave me as well.

The box has had blood added to it, cum and has been charged twice for 9 hours each time. His teas are ready and charging as well, and another piece that I will be adding my blood.

I have a couple of more items that need to go inside the box, that need to be ordered. Once I actually make it out the house and head to the store I will pick up those round, small pieces to attach to the book. I actually have quite a few pieces to make. I won’t go into to much detail, because he reads my blogs and watches my videos lol, so he saw half of his box and the rest is a surprise!

I can say that this month’s working is less hectic than the other months. Mainly because I was trying to post everyday no matter what. But I decided to let the working and the spirits guide me. And I am glad that I am posting 4 maybe 5 times a week. It is better for me to focus then worry about writing or recording. I have gotten a lot done and have been able to just talk it out with my bf and eh has given me some good ideas to improve on what I have.

So this week has been progressive and there will be more videos at the end of the week with the progress that has been done.

Spiritual Planning

Posted in Rituals, Workings and all my thinking's on the Occult with tags , , , on 08/03/2018 by Keona-Mlh aka Beauty by LTL

I wouldn’t know what to do if I didn’t have my planners. I would be totally lost.

I like having a planner dedicated to spiritual workings. I can plan all my rituals out, I can see all the holidays and moon phases, and see where I will be able to fit more time in , or can switch things around so I can have more optimal spacing.

September is coming up and then I will not be doing a lot of spiritual planning. I am trying to make sure that October thru December is just dedicated to me being free and doing what may come. Besides the holidays and moon phases, I will be able to just write down all that I have done, and then expound on them in my journals. After all, I have around 18 journals and counting.

When 2019 comes around, I already have the first 9 months planned out. Lol. I know, it is a little overkill, but I know exactly what I am going to do. I have all my classes in place, my business hours, me meet and greets and personal workings as well as rest. I will at least be taking 7 days off a month to do nothing but recoup, pray and meditate. That is a good way to make sure I don’t over do it. That way I won’t have to hear my boyfriend nag at me lol. He loves me and wants me to be sane and not overload myself, and sometimes I am hardheaded.

I like the schedules that I have. I enjoy looking at them and seeing what is coming up over the horizon. I am going to change the format planner up next year, but I am wondering if I should do it completely bujo style, or just stick with the pre-made planner?

Time will tell won’t it.

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